I dont know how to ract to this my pain inside me my sadness i have endoured. As many of you may not no even you cori i have been having suicidal thoughts all my life and so has my friend Greag Base well he killed himself last week and i dont know if i can hold up much more i just hate my life. cori i will always love you and i know you now hate me everybody does see cori went out with you because you always kept me from being suicidal and when you broke up with me i....

Well my summer started out good and all went camping for a week in Southern part ou Missouri it was awsome. Then i got home and then started to play spring hockey and broke my hand that was a pain. Then i went up to Winsconsin and Canada for 2 weeks for camping that was alot of fun. Then i came home from that and my Uncle went into the hospital and i dont know why. Now iam so bored and i wish i had a girl friend but i dont know if i can keep a relationship now that i am going into school again so yeah. I wish i could have seen more of my Mehlville friends but i didnt but My summer was alot of fun. Tell me about your summer? if u have a faccebook tell me i need some people to talk to

Well my life is starting to heal up and things look good in the future of my life for now that is. But as many of you know that my brother was in a fatal car accident he is still in a comma since April 26,09. Also you all do not know that my Grandpa died 3 days after my brother got in a car accident Ill miss him greatly, then my girlfriend broke up with me that was a big hit all this stuff just thrown at me at once it is hard. But on the bright side my Grandpa is in a better place watching me, my brother is starting to come outta the comma and my girlfriend we are still friends. For the summer ill be gone for 3 weeks straight so text me or something ill be bored as hell in the car cell 314-791-7383.Okay bye and please i need someone to talk to because i have no body.

Well it was my birthday on Saturday and i was excited to see what i would get for my birthday like everyone that iknow of does. So i am waiting all day long to get a present and guess what not even one present. This really makes me feel loved and special. Well actually iam mad and idont know what to do. so that was my birthday so exciting NOT!!!

Please tell me what you guys would do if this happened to you?
Sincerely Alex V

You all know how when you love somebody and your scared to tell them and all, Cori iam just saying, and i am not cheating on you, anyways i like alot of people and iam just scared to tell them but iam already going out with someone and i would love to go out with other people just to see what other people are like and date other people to see what different people are like until i make my decision when i get married after or sometime after highschool.
Cori iam NOT saying i want to break up or anything it is just a journal and i wanted to get this out of me to tell people okay i hope you understand if you read this.
Alex